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June 03

手语者,失格

  烟渚愁在说。
  烟渚愁在说一次滂沱的旅行,和宠儿不知道的河流名。
  烟渚愁在说。
  烟渚愁在说一条泥泞了整个周末的牛仔裤,和清晨匆忙告别的小镇。
  烟渚愁在说。
  烟渚愁在说一场闷热的春游,和7条内向的鱼。
  烟渚愁在说。
  烟渚愁在说一个忙碌的5月,和一些可以陪伴到天明的歌。
  烟渚愁在说。一直都在……
    在说...
    切切如许,
    历历如昨。 
  宠儿说:这样啊..那我有事,先走了啊。8~
  烟渚愁:哦,那..再见。
  [然后,对话框死,QQ灭, 2]
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   没发送的故事,断裂在死亡的媒介上,就像黑暗中的手语。
  徒劳急促的比划。
  是被屏蔽在宠儿世界之外的一句又一句喊向深渊的问候:宠儿,你好吗?
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  哑了喉的预言者可以努力到什么地步呢,失了明的路人乙迷途在什么地方呢?
  画面委婉了关机的歌唱,慢慢暗淡在电脑屏幕上。
  深夜里连关机都是一首《殇》。窗口一扇一扇熄灭掉,黑暗中的手语者沉默在一片苍茫的世界里,心里装着一个又一个混沌的迷局。哪里是你面向的方向,宠儿?
  只不过单纯地想在你转身的时候,刚好能回答你正巧询问的时间和路况。
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  手语者沉默,是沉还是默呢?
  隔着花坛默道再见的那个黄昏,是沉沉的还是默默的呢?
  忽然之间,找不到方兴未艾的解释的一堂自习课,是沉沉的还是默默的呢?
  不会被你读到的这篇日志的390个字,是沉沉还是默默的呢?
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  一直都在…… 
  屏蔽在宠儿的世界之外,喊向深渊的声音一都在的问:宠儿...你好吗?
  无限沉默的时光里的跟从。
  无限跟随中的沉默的时光。
  一直都在…… 宠儿.
January 02

07,归心似箭

  在菲洛克中心的莹光四溅里,我们仰视一个节日的高大妖娆。树,你也可以是香艳的天使。而我,只不过在扮演一名无足轻重的异教徒,在拥挤的欢乐里举步维艰。
  深绿浅绿的底色调,品红沽蓝的金属球,长的扁的礼物盒,孔雀蓝祖母绿的镶边。。。树,你站在仰望的中间,站在彩灯和视线的共同捆绑之下,俯察这个高分贝的世界,然后,什么感觉呢?
  我只觉得,在熙攘里,不断低头检阅一条短信到没到来,真是件费劲的事情。好在,我很耐心,我还没有习惯呼应。
  欢乐的尾声,总是遗矢满地。猛然空荡的街道,我等我的车。
  良久,不至。
  光明三藏,他说:自由就是,有一个可以回去的地方。当我等的巴士慵懒的亮着它的前灯出现在我的视线时,我像华莱士般珍惜着自由。
  但在车上往家里打电话的时候我发现,光明不是这个意思。这让我清澈的回味起为了能回家而从发梢凉进心底的涓滴。回味起了有一个冰冷的世界从四面八方向我倒下捣下倒下。请原谅我的隐喻,我不能讲一个完整的故事.那时彻骨的涓流也迷茫了眼睑,也战栗了手腕,也凝滞了耳鼓,我只听见一个声音:再冷一点!才可以回家!
  在节日的深夜回家的巴士上回荡这么个声音--不寒而栗。向车窗映现的脸警告一句:再这样,我不放过你!
  短信,在凌晨收到。谢谢!莹光四溅或者满地遗矢都已经遗漏在06年,现在开始,要为一个可以磊落归来的所在,玩命奔跑,并且,归心似箭!

November 19

一夜无歌

  忙...
  以至于塞上耳机关灭思想,等醒来,Mp3总是处于枯竭而亡的状态...(枯竭而亡?!...呵呵,预示我的吧?)
这几星期逛了几个点赶了几幅图干掉了几十袋咖啡省了几顿饭...唯一诗意的举动就是在熄灯后听到等待的声音.这么安心!街头传唱的故事永远没有结尾..
  有时候白天太忙,忘记充电,于是,一夜无歌.
  一夜无歌,这么这么静!
  好了,等有机会,我会将这几个星期拍的乱七八糟上传.
  这次鸡零狗碎的.其实,以前我总试图用很少很少的字表达很多的意思,现在,我写了这么多就想表达一点意思--就是你现在读出来的这点意思.
 

October 06

薰,我回来了

Our articles used to begin with this sentence “Today is our great mother, People's Republic of China's birthday” when we were elementary students. But now we recognize The National Day just as a short holiday. We are all only interested in relaxation and shopping. It is our error more or less!

I got sick, right after The National Day. It has been the second time since I moved to the new school. Refer to the life in new school, there was fun and upset, so did my bedroom classmates. We are all busing in finishing the Report of investigation during The National Day holiday. Through various camps, we four realized that it was our pleasure to have a chance to continue our study. The chance doesn’t come easy! Is that also another acquirement?

 

I reviewed <Rurouni Kenshin>late evening. Kenshin fought in the revolution and was believed to be the strongest imperialist. However, due to a horrible incident, he killed the girl he loved very much, Kenshin put away the sword that kills and decided he would never kill another human being, no matter what. He took up a reverse-blade sword. This way, he could protect others without killing. Ten years after he starts wandering, he met a girl named Kamiya Kaoru who doesn't care about his past. Kenshin protects Kaoru with his reverse-blade sword and gets careful treatment to his emotional wound under Kaoru’s help.Rurouni Kenshin focuses on how Kenshin affects other people's lives, and how they affect his. It also sends messages such as "no matter how many sins you commit, you can still repent" and a police “no kill”. There is a short and piece Dialogue near the end touched me time and time again.

Kenshin :I’m back ,Kaoru.”(剑心:“ 薰,我回来了。”)

Kaoru :Welcome to back!”(薰:“欢迎回来。”)

 

September 17

越人歌

  It has been 2 weeks since the new semester started. I still remember that day, very clear, when I introduced myself to my classmates 3 years ago. Saying those words with a bit anxious seems to be so stupid now. And I introduced myself again in another classroom 3 years later—and that still seems a bit stupid. People who listened to my stupid introduction 3 years ago are busy playing new roles in their life now. So does me! And I missed them so much when I faced strangers’ vision on platform.

Many things around me can let me feel touched, such as a short word in XueHui’s(薛辉) blog. I happened to find something, which made me think of the people I used to stay with and the places I used to be at. At one moment I got very emotional. I remembered the places where I used to live and grow, and the places where I dried the tear. This feeling is so deep and complex.

In the next half year, we will have a lot more to learn, compared with the past semesters. Many new concepts will appear in architecture, and art of writing will be the main part of my English language study. It is apparently a task for us, we have no choice but to overcome the obstacle!

Yesterday, I went to cinema to watch the new movie “The Banquet”(《夜宴》). The Banquet is set in the Five Dynasties and Ten Kingdoms of ancient China. This is a story about a prince’s revenge. But the only thing I remembered after the movie finished is Qing’s(青女)song—“Yue Ren Ge”.(《越人歌》) Empress Wan (婉后)asked Prince WuLuan (王子无鸾)“Is that a love song?” WuLuan answered “No. this is a lonely song.” The lonely song ended by the sentences “I love you, but you do not know”(心悦君兮君不知)

September 04

夏末,向他们说再见

Now comes the end of this holiday. I am writing the dairy to record my joyful experiences on the holiday and say goodbye to the leisure time for the period of 2 months.
Say Goodbye to “My Hero”
“My hero” is a TV idol competition show. “My hero” contestants became overnight sensations when the champion lifted up his power stick in stage. “My Hero” slogans ask, “How many roads must a man walk down, before they call him a man?” (What good slogans!) I think the answer is more important than the result of the competition.
 I preferred the national second runner-up, Wujianfei (吴建飞), to the champion, although he always feels a bit uneasy when talking to strangers. His words are so few that he seems to live in his own world. He grew up in a poor village and quit school at a very young age to make money for his family. Later he began earning a living as a model in magazines and sent home money regularly to support his younger sister’s education. “The past is not worth mentioning” Wu said “I’ve overcome these hardships so they don’t mean anything to me. It’s just not a big deal.” At the end of the summer holidays, Wujianfei (吴建飞) was remembered by many audiences as a responsible, diligent, twenty-one-year-old boy. As the competition ended, it’s time to say goodbye to the quite, shy, twenty-one-year-old boy. But a shining star named Wujianfei (吴建飞) will come back soon.


Say Goodbye to David Beckham
The Three Lions failed its champion dream in Germany. David passed the captain’s aim band to John Terry after the 2006 World Cup.
Beckham cried, half of the world cried. This mature and experienced soldier finished his last world cup battle on the field of Germany. He cried for he could not save his country and gain glory, the world cried for this might be the ending show for world cup of Beckham, since he may be too old to fight for his country four years later.
Beckham has left the world cup, he has experienced from 23 years old to 31 lives transformations in the World Cup field. David has left, leaving us so much, his classical swerving free kick, his impulsion, his growth, his tears, his smile and his champion dream……


Say Goodbye to Pluto
Pluto has lost its status as a planet. For years we have recognized Pluto as the farthest and smallest planet of the solar system. However, several days ago the International Astronomical Union declared that Pluto would be no longer a planet. the new rules for a planet is: "a celestial body that is in orbit around the sun, has sufficient mass for its self-gravity to overcome rigid body forces so that it assumes a ... nearly round shape, and has cleared the neighborhood around its orbit." Obviously, Pluto is not qualified to be called as "a planet", because its oblong orbit overlaps with Neptune's.
Now the textbooks have to be rewritten, and the concepts have to be changed. Any big scientific changes in definitions will have a tremendous influence on the schools and educational institutes. You can image there will be a question “How many years has Pluto been recognized as a planet” in elementary student's test.
  
August 20

上一次熬夜

 
 
图片是在画室拍的,光线不咋地~将就了,观众!
下面1张是刚练笔时的作业,敝帚自珍啊!扫描的,效果好了那么点儿了没?什么?问我前面的图怎么不扫描?2号图纸啊`大哥!
 
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我纪念5月的那些日日夜夜,感谢我的老师和同学...
今天将稚拙的作品贴出来,想说,其实我们都还站在年轻的战场...
 
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